the song of the heart
A page in the diary "to give my feelings a voice"
Written by northrnbelle 11. Jan 2008 11:23 AM
I was wandering around the internet recently, and found this on a page of someone's favourite quotes. "To love a person is to learn the song that is in their heart, and to sing it to them when they have forgotten." (unknown)
When i read this it really struck a chord with me. i feel like - even if i ever knew my own song - that it has long since been forgotten, and there is no one out there who can sing it back to me.
Only a couple more weeks before i see my counsellor again. I had barely begun seeing this person before the holidays hit, so i've had about six weeks to wait between appointments.
In general, not doing too bad today - mostly just tired and finding that its taking forever to get anything done. We had some shake-ups at work today that pretty much shot the day to hell. I'm not sure if i'm actually coping with the news or if i'm just numb right now. A bunch of people have been moved to different positions in the company, and some of them are going to different properties. The biggest change for me is that one of the people i've been closest to will be gone within a couple of weeks.
Thanks to everyone who responded to my first post. It really helped me to feel welcome and less alone in my struggle.