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Written by hellhole 29. Aug 2008 11:57 PM

time stands still as i slowly fade away
so much has gone little reason left to stay
ive stepped through the black
and theres no turining back
only one thing left to do
then my pain will be through
my babies will have a new lease in life
without a screwball mother geting them in strife
ive given everything ive got
theres nothing left ive lost the lot
i feel like im on fire
the pain is just so great
better go now its geting late
ive stuffed up so much
i think its time to make it right
to all of you i say goodnight.


OUT OF ALL THE THINGS IVE LOST I THINK I MISS MY MIND THE MOST

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Comments from the community:

please hang in there hellhole, get some help ring lifeline any one, please stay safe, it will pass, you know that. just take one minute at the time...take some slow deep breaths.

Your babies need you, not anyone else, think of them please.


stay safe, be strong, it will get better..

Marie

Written by 1990, 30. Aug 2008 12:30 AM

Ah yes but to know you've lost your mind you have to use your mind to know you've lost it... That there is the paradox...
So it cant be lost afterall, just muffled...
U dont have to turn back hun... just stop... thats all... that'll do for now... just stop...
xxx

Written by Gyps, 30. Aug 2008 12:58 AM