Yep, Life goes on, and on...
A page in the diary ""
Written by Mikey 31. Mar 2008 07:29 PM
I have been really struggling over the last few weeks, and it was at the point where i would come home from work between 1pm and 2pm, i would shower, then take my meds and sleepers and go to bed. I would wake some hours later, and would take more sleepers. All i want to do is sleep, its the only time im not suffering. I just feel i want to go to sleep and not wake up.
I tried to break this habbit yesterday by staying up and keeping myself busy, i still felt like sh*t, but managed to do it. Today since i finished worked i kept myself busy doing house work (woop-de-do, how exciting).
I am so tired both physically and mentally.
The possatives: Im managing to go to work. I havent self medicated in 2 days. I am trying again to do things.
Love
Mikey xxx