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Written by Mikey 24. Mar 2008 07:12 PM

I really dont know why i even bother. I went away for a few days up the hawkesbury river to a friends holiday house to do some fishing and chill out. The entire time i was there it didnt stop raining, i was cold and wet, i didnt really enjoy myself, the boys just wanted to drink and get drunk. From the time i got there, i just wanted to come home. I did come home a few days early.

Since ive come home i have cleaned my house from top to bottom/

Today i went to the Easter show in sydney, i get free tickets from work each year, so the day didnt cost me a cent. I dont know why i went, over the years i have developed a problem with crowds, i did not enjoy myself one bit, i just wanted to get the hell out of there and come home. I was ok sitting in the main arena and also sitting watching the wood chopping in another arena, but didnt like walking around pushing myself through the crowds.

Im not feeling to great mood wise atm and im totally stuffed.
I would also like to appolagise to those in the chat room tonight for the way i left


Love

Mikey xxx

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Mikey,

Sorry to hear your time away was an unhappy one for you and the weather spoiled it for you too. Maybe you werent in the best of spirits to start with, hence the lousy time you experienced. We are here for you mate, with open hearts and loving arms to wrap around you and keep you safe. Dont be afraid to share your feelings with us, as we care for you deeply. Youre a real nice guy and am proud to call you my friend.
Take care Hun,
Love les xxxxx

Written by lesleyk, 24. Mar 2008 09:58 PM

head down south Mikey, I need some TLC (and some housework done too!)

Its good you went away, sorry it wasnt what you expected, its pretty hard when all others want to do is get paraletic hey?

Dont really have the crowd issue, tho Ive sometimes had panic attacks when Ive been shopping and had to bail so I sorta kinda have a teensy weensy idea what your talking about there.
But again, atleast you made the effort hun so be proud of that!

Just take it easy matey and look after yourself okay? Hope your remembering to eat? What did the doc say was the problem that you were down? Was it just being crook and if thats the case do you need to take extra vitamins etc to boost your immune system?

mmmwa
xxx

Written by Gyps, 24. Mar 2008 10:57 PM

Mikey

Well if you ever have another easter weekend like this I would like to invite you to my house and you can clean it from top to bottom... i would love it ... and i would think it was a great weekend..lol..

Sorry i was only joking .. I know it is not good when you try to do things and all you want to do is come home ... you have done well to go out ...

take care

rgds
cate

Written by cateblack, 24. Mar 2008 11:07 PM

Mike

Sorry easter didn't work out. Head up to Qld and there is a place that could do with your cleaning magic.

Go Mike!!!

Mrs Studying1

Written by studying1, 31. Mar 2008 07:09 PM