Wednesday night
A page in the diary "Meandering Thoughts"
Written by cateblack 16. Apr 2008 11:35 PM
Hi.. I have just finished watching two of my favourite TV shows... New Inventors and Spicks and Specks....
I laugh so much through those two shows... I always feel good after watching them... especially Spicks and Specks.. I miss it during summer when they go on holidays... I do not want them to ever stop the show... but I know someone will take it away.. so I will have to get the DVD's ... maybe I will tell my family what i want for my birthday...lol.. or not...
and to add ... G463 I have given the motivation idea of death or life some thought ... there are shades of grey... and I discussed it with my mental health nurse today... I am glad it works for you... we each need our motivator... I used to be able to dream of a different life... but not for a long time... she said to me that I once dreamt of something... I told her not now...
so I watched Spicks and Specks and laughed... I used to laugh a lot too... but not so much now... only on Wednesday night...
What do we want to have to remember about this life?
Where do we find the laughter?
How do we connect to humanity?
Where do we stash our dreams when we stand on the edge of the abyss... what back pocket?
Dig deep past the pain into pure chaos
slowly we emerge only to be submerged by tears
enough sentiment...
take care
rgds
cate