New medication
A page in the diary "Meandering Thoughts"
Written by cateblack 6. Mar 2008 10:06 PM
Well last Tuesday my psychiatrist changed my medication... no more Risperdal now I am taking Stelazone... it is making me feel so nauseated and it is only the first day... I also am not sleeping... 7 hours in the past 48 hours.. i have an elevated mood... and I am anxious about this weekend... my family are going to find out about my mental illness of Borderline ... they only know about the depression... and they know I have the Public Trust of Qld manage my money but they do not know why... i have kept it hidden from them... i wanted to be declared incompetent...but that is not entirely true... though i do have times of confusion and impaired cognitive function... sometimes I can barely manage the basic daily functions... but not all the time... i am not sure i know what to do... people say write a list of pros and cons... I feel so overwhelmed... I have been doing a writing course... and I have written a couple of stories... facilitator thought my work was good... but then she thinks all the students write well... she is sweet and she is good... so I do think she makes some very good points... I would like to think I could write... and make a living from it... but that is a dream that i do not have the coursge to dream...