Memories
A page in the diary "The Days Of My Life"
Written by lifesucks 19. Feb 2008 09:34 PM
I was just in chat a little while ago and we were dicussing death and funerals. I still have so much pain buried with regards to her illness and her death.
I don't understand why she didn't leave me a letter or something. I have no happy memories of us at all. All I remember is her coming home from hospital one day for a visit and she was in a wheelchair.
Another time I bought a gift from the kindy fete and gave it to her in hospital. I still have it too after all these years.
The day of her funeral I remember crying and crying because I wanted to see the angels talk her away. Just as well I didn't go because I would have been so disappointed if I had. For years I believed that was what happened at funerals.
My Dad told me for years how much she wanted a daughter and then she was robbed of watching me grow up. Life is so unfair sometimes.