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Writing Dilemma & I Have Failed Again

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Written by lifesucks 4. Feb 2008 01:52 AM

7.30am
Two weeks ago the most amazing person came into my life and I felt like I could move mountains. Since then I feel as though all I can manage to do is hurt them. Why am I never good enough for anyone? Why do I feel as though I can't just be accepted for me? I really don't want to live my life like this anymore, full of pain and guilt for everything I do.

I guess I knew that it was too good to be true and it wouldn't take long before I was rejected.

Jenny

Earlier this morning
I have sat here for the last hour writing and re-writing this entry. More than anything I wanted to be able to express how I am feeling tonight but I just cannot find the words. Nothing I write seems to make any sense at all.

Jenny

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Comments from the community:

Lifesucks

The words will come when you are ready to put things down in writing. Today mustn't have been the day. Chin up and take care.

Go Lifesucks!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 4. Feb 2008 03:52 AM

Life sucks,

Some people can find it sooo easy to write what they are feeling, but others have trouble. As long as you have someone you can tell your feelings to, it doesnt matter if you can write them down or not. Like everything it takes time, but you will get there. I have confidence in you and know this will be yet another mountain you will climb and reach the top. I will be beside you all the way on your journey.

Les xxx

Written by Deleted_User, 4. Feb 2008 07:59 AM

Hey, Hang in there, sometimes I think we tell ourselves that things are different than they really are, have a think about what happened between this new person and yourself and see if you really did hurt them, maybe it was just a misunderstanding, try not to be so hard on yourself, all the best, From Riles

Written by riles, 4. Feb 2008 01:40 PM

lifesucks,

You are not responsible for your persons problems. We all have our own issues to deal with and sometimes they get to hard and the person cant cope.If that person is that good that you felt you can move mountains with them, then you will again. Just give them time to sort themselves out, as they would you if the roles were reversed.

You are a terrific person and are accepted for who you are.Hang in thre and Im sure you will be climbing for the stars together again.

Love Lesxx

Written by Deleted_User, 4. Feb 2008 10:17 PM

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