It has been so long
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Written by riles 7. Feb 2008 10:24 PM
It feels as if the fog has lifted and I have finally been able to see the sunlight that has been missing in my life for so long. The other night I made a decision that I needed to get out more and interact with other people, so I decided to go to a comittee meeting of one of the groups we attend. On the way driving in the car, I saw the gum leaves on the trees reflecting the late afternoon, early evening light and could feel the summer warmth surrounding me. It was the first time in probably three years or longer that I just felt alive, there was just me and I was O.K. I am enjoying this feeling for as long as it lasts and savouring every bit of it. Hoping that I can continue this way, and wishing that others experiencing depression can have this as well.