The pain
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Written by girlie 7. Apr 2008 10:53 AM
The physical pain I feel is so hard to deal with. I feel physicaly sick in the stomach, I can't stay away from the loo, the pain in my chest area makes it hard to breath, the panic attacks where I feel out of control and the sadness just goes on forever.
Saturday night I layed in the bottom of the shower and just cried and cried. The pain was so intense, the feeling of uselessness, hopelessness and lonliness was too much.
What should I do?? I just want to crawl away and hide, I want to sleep so I don't have to 'feel' anything.
I'm scared.....
What do you other Deppies do when it gets too much?
Girlie