Still Severe ** maybe triggering??
A page in the diary "Steve the Diary"
Written by winterrain 13. Dec 2007 02:09 AM
Hey all,
Still Severe depression according to deptest, no surprises there.
Whent to see Psychiatrist today - I have Borderline Personality Disorder with Depression and Anxiety disorder and an Eating Disorder. Wumph.
Good though. Better than fighting shadows. now I can plan an attack.
But had to go through all the horrid stuff that happened with my father and mother again, AGAIN again - god how many people do i have to tell this too in my 'cheerful, no really doesn't bother me' voice before it finally sinks in what this prick did to me? and then how do i deal with it?
needless to say. am having a very very bad night.
one even silly putty can't fix.
just want to cut out the bit of me that means that everyone hurts me, th unloveable bit, so i can be loveable, so i can be worthwhile.
blah, rough night and flash backs.
sorry everyone.
any suggestions on what to name my diary ?- i was thinking 'steve" then i can write to "steve" :)