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Written by winterrain 25. Oct 2007 04:27 AM

My child Lives in Stars

7 months
7 months today – the longest of my life
i would feel you move
now you could live if only I'd let you.
But no.
You live in stars.

You came into my world
unexpected, but so known
so loved and so wanted
but to such a foolish person.
Who would let you live in stars?

I chose, my choice
it should never have been
and you wanted to live
fully formed so young
and I sent you to the stars

Just know I always want you
you are close, closer to me
my child of the night and starlight
on a clear night I can see you life
would have been

So come back
When you are safe
I will hold you
we will look at those stars
safe in my arms forever.

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Comments from the community:

Oh winterrain. How sad that is. I haven't read all your diary entries, I didn't know that it happened not long ago. All I can say is I feel your sadness and I'm sad with you. I see the good, loving person you are, who lived something very sad. You have all reasons in the world to mourn. But once the wind will blow the sadness away, slowly and gently, and one day you will wake up an realize that the pain has lost its intensity.

I think of you.
Big hug.
Luise.

Written by Luise, 25. Oct 2007 11:38 AM

Oh Avril that is so sad, but so beautiful! Hugs.

Written by babz, 25. Oct 2007 03:42 PM

Winterrain

I have tears after reading this. I also like Luise don't know what happened so I hope you can work through this with you therapist/s.

Go Winterrain!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 25. Oct 2007 04:30 PM

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