what happened?
A page in the diary "Steve the Diary"
Written by winterrain 8. Oct 2007 12:07 AM
what happened to who I was, was I ever happy - I can remember being happy I think, or was that just times when I felt safe?
Why did Peter do what he did the way he did it? Did he plan it? For maximum ease for himself?
Why is it so hard when all I want is someone to hold me and tell me everything will be alright and they'll love me, and they actually do.
Why is my little sweet hearted boy so angry, so abusive, so sad?
I want out - I don't know what to do - I don't want to be me, because all the bad stuff happened to me. I want to run away.