Key word of the day...avoidance
A page in the diary "Steve the Diary"
Written by winterrain 5. Oct 2007 12:32 AM
Don't think about Peter, then your throat won't feel like its closing up and the tears won't come.
Don't even look at your Uni books because then you'll just see how much you aren't doing.
Don't think about how angry their dad gets with your kids because then you won't want to cry and cry and beg him to just stop.
Don't think about sleep becuase with sleep comes nightmares.
Don't think about yourself and the horrible, bloated ghastly horrid person you are.
Don't think about cutting for obvious reasons.
Don't think about how many fat grams you ate today because then you won't think about how much exercise you need to do to burn them off.
Don't think about going to bed and lying alone in the dark.
Don't think about your heart shattered into splinters.
Just don't think.
So I think about it all anyway