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Written by winterrain 23. Sep 2007 07:14 PM

Ijust need that safety, that warmth, that comfort of another human being that loves me and accepts me and it makes me feel so free and I thought I had that, but he was probably more screwed up than I was (peter)- I was thinking when I was walking home one night that everything would just be so much better if I was coming home to someone, anyone accept just an angry ex and traumatised children...I need a life that is mine, that isn't so empty and raw...I hate internet dating yet I'm on there looking for SOMETHING that I don't want, trying to choose between guys who there is no spark with...it all just sucks.

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Winterrain

Don't do the internet dating thing if this is not really you/what you want. You will find the right person for you. This person needs to be a special person to understand mental illness and they are rare but can be found. It has taken my partner and I lots of couples counselling, a dvo, hospital stays for me, for us to be ready to make that final commitment of marriage. Before then we weren't ready for it.

Be strong and you will find that special person.

Go Winterrain!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 23. Sep 2007 08:41 PM