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Written by winterrain 19. Sep 2007 02:13 AM

focus on the positive - well, I'm not dead which means my kids have a mum - nup thats it, i can't protect them from their dad, can't look after them by myself, have to plan a day in advance if I'm going out so I eat the right food, want to be doing something totally different from what I am and am SO SO unmotivated.
So I'm a generally pathetic and useless person. Go me.
HUGS to all - most of you seem to be getting through hell.
A

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Comments from the community:

Hang in there, your gonna get through this ok and the fact that your kids have a mum is a huge positive. Without you they would be lost. And planning the day in advance is a good thing to do, because at least you know that you need to eat the right food and are trying to do something about it. Oh and your not a pathetic and useless person...
Keep going :) things will fall into place in time
Jo

Written by TheGrace, 19. Sep 2007 03:15 AM

Winterrain

That is a huge positive and should not be laughed at/fobbed off so quickly. Baby steps and you will get there.

Go Winterrain!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 19. Sep 2007 05:20 AM

You're not pathetic and you're not useless either.

You seem to have the same problem as I do, you cannot seperate your self-worth from your day-to-day life. For example, if I don't get everything done that I need to then that makes me a bad person. It is just one of the distortions in thinking that comes with mental illness... Becoming aware of this is the first step to fixing it (I hope anyway!!)

Written by babz, 19. Sep 2007 05:20 PM

Hey there
I agree with Babz, depression distorts our thinking (I know it does with me!)I too am SOO unmotivated and I feel useless for not getting much done. Our self esteem takes a real battering and we think the worst of ourselves. Hang in there, the sun will shine for us again!
Cheyne

Written by hippiechick, 20. Sep 2007 01:22 AM