Just an update
A page in the diary "AMBIVALENCE"
Written by cherry1 26. Mar 2008 12:25 PM
Hi to all my friends out there,
Well this is the latest of whats going on in my life at Present. House is being Foreclosed as of yesterday and papers will be sent to me regarding this next week. This is due to EX-hubby refusing to make any contribution to Mortgage repayments, while house is on the market to be sold.
I have around 6 weeks to find a new home for my baby son and myself. At the same time as finding a new home, I have legal Battles, left, right and centre to fight and win, and I will do it. Least I know Gods on my side and he wont let my son and I go without.
All else is going well in my life, I am very happy EX-hubby is not around me anymore and it's made me realise what a strong controlling hold he had on me. But hey....not so strong that I couldnt choose to Quit this balls up of a Marriage.
The endless Mental abuse, Emotional Abuse, Verbal Abuse and the Physical Abuse. Crap! no wonder I was depressed and suffering Panic/Anxiety it would be only natural for any human being to suffer this way. Think I would be more worried if I didnt suffer.
So where Im at now is no more Panic attacks and Dep is lifting. I do feel sad on some days about losing my home and bubs not having a decent Father. Onwards and upwards is where I am going though.
Take care all,
(((((hugs))))) everyone