Here we go round the Mulberry Bush
A page in the diary "AMBIVALENCE"
Written by cherry1 24. Oct 2008 02:36 AM
Gotta go to court soon....Gotta get things changed with access, so I dont have to keep Travelling one hour there and one hour back, so Father can see his Son.
He aint paying child support and its costing me $20 in fuel. Our son travels well but, with summer coming up a two hour journey is not going to be fair on him.
So I decided sons father will come here thru contact service, so I dont see him. This will be presented to the court and I dont care what they say... Im not backing down!
Im pretty sure though that this will be the outcome, that he will have to travel to see our son. He has 4 hour visits every 2nd weekend thats all he wanted! I must say I was surprised but then maybe not since he has another woman in his life now.
I can only hope he pisses off with her and leaves us alone! We neither want or need him. He's a crazy ass shit. He'll ruin her life with his lies, his womanising and financial woes caused by his drinking and sex addiction, just like he did me and two others before me.
Anyway thats not in my power or control.
Let go and let God,
Easy does it,
live and let live,
First things first,
One day at a time,
Keep it simple,
Think,
Listening and learning is.
That is my Focus...on my life with my Son.
One thing I am learning thru all this upheaval is the Serenity Prayer.
God Grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot Change,
Courage to change the things I can
and Wisdom to know the difference.
Thankyou for reading.