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Written by zombieluv 6. Feb 2008 06:51 PM

i dont feel so bad today. apart from making myself sick by eating mcdonalds. i dont eat take out ever any more, and today i thought it would be ok, but you really cant do that. you cant put that food in your body if you arent used to it. it must be really bad, because i put a lot of chemicals and poisons in my body and none make me sick like mcdonalds.

the chicken eggs have started hatching. two so far. they are living in my room, its too wet outside. besides, this is how i like to raise chooks. they are comfortable with you from day one and become real pets not flighty crazy annoying things. but knowing my luck they'll probably all turn out to be roosters.

i really want to get drunk but i feel sick and i have no money. i hate being sober. why isnt there a harmless and free way to get off ones face? im so bored its painful. hello again restlessness. last night sucked. i was up till 4 am trying to find the right movie to watch while i fell asleep. i started like four or five different ones and had to get up and change them. i watched most of two hands. i recently went to that strip club from that movie in kings cross. it was an experience.

anyway, pathetic post i know.



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Comments from the community:

Zombie

Glad the chickens are hatching. You will care for them really well. I can still remember at high school the seniors caring for their chickens for science. God that is a long time ago.

Sorry you were sick. Some fast food can do that to a person who isn't used to it.

Go Zombie!!!

Studying1

PS I know what you mean about not sleeping - I was here from 2.45 to 4.45 am because the stupid valium took so long to kick in.


Written by studying1, 6. Feb 2008 07:41 PM