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Written by zombieluv 8. Dec 2007 12:42 AM

big storm earlier. it was enthralling. i would have liked something more fierce, but it got the adrenalin going all the same. i swear nothing gives me a buzz quite like unstable weather.

i love those flashes of lightning, everything becomes illuminated for a split second. its like looking in on all the secrets that night time holds. its beautiful.

been writing a lot today. its weird, ive had this story in the back of my head for years, ive taken courses, ive read books on how to write, but i still couldnt get this idea out of my head and onto paper. now all of a sudden i cant stop writing it. i just need it out, gone, away from me. something i can get out of my system and onto paper and then lock it away and throw away the key.

ive also started watching this tv show called dexter. its everything ive been waiting for. after six feet under ended, all i have felt is hollow. but this show is incredible, its just perfect.

also, arcade fire sideshows got announced today, after months of speculating whether there would be any at all. i have been waiting for 2.5 years to see this band. so, of course i cried when i heard id finally get the chance, im not even going to get into how much i love them. lets say... the way a mother loves a child. seriously.

anyway, i have some serious brooding to do, so im off.

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Zombie

I am glad your band is coming after 2 and a half years. You certainly have the writing bug today and that is good - get it all out. Better out than in.

Go Zombie!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 8. Dec 2007 03:30 PM