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Written by zombieluv 11. Nov 2007 11:09 PM
its been a tiring few days. ran out of zoloft, and because i live in hicksville nothing is open over the weekends. so i just had to do without. it doesnt feel nice.
im still recovering from my week away. its all kind of a blur. i feel really confused, but theres nothing i can do about that, so i end up forgetting about it most of the time. theres only so long i can think about the same thing. i think brenda said something in six feet under like 'the thing about depression is, if you let yourself feel it, it gets boring very quickly'. and while that perception is mostly true for me, it's not definite. micheal c hall from six feet under was on the gold coast last week. i was so excited about it. i would be unable to stop myself from hugging him if i ran into him.
been listening to neutral milk hotel a lot lately, which inspired me to read the anne frank diary again. i just get torn to bits every time i read it. especially the parts about inner conflict, feeling bad about being self centered, and being unable to rationalise that because you;re constantly weighing your own life against those less fortunate. guilt, i think its called.
anyways, i really should go to bed. early bird and all that.