sweetness
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Written by zombieluv 27. Sep 2007 03:08 AM
just a quick entry because i cant get to sleep. today was ok. yesterday sucked. i was in bed all day. i wanted to get up, but physically couldnt. i was exhausted. i would wake up every few hours and just need to fall right back to sleep again. i perked up around 11pm. it sucked. so i downed some iron tablets. i get really low iron, to the point where i have heart palpatations and headaches and dizziness and eventually complete lethargy. i have a good iron rich diet, i dont know what else i can do. im trying to curb my habit of popping pills every five minutes. anyway, im no stranger to insomnia and i learnt to deal with it without sleeping pills. i guess it doesnt matter if i have to sleep all day, im awake all night. i like night time, everything is quiet, i can shuffle around the house in peace, i can go outside without having to see my neighbours, i think clearly, the atmosphere is more exciting at night. during the day i just cant wait for the sun to set. i think im photosensitive. i wear sunglasses inside the house if im awake in the morning. i shouldnt, because its bad for my body clock and probably half the reason for my insomnia.