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Written by psyche 10. Jul 2007 10:41 PM

Damn it so lonely, alone and cold tonight.
Just found out that Peter is going to Islamabad in 3 days - or rather, just found out whats been happening in Islamabad where Peter is going in 3 days - all the terrorist attacks and kidnapping - and I'm powerless and terrified.
Miss him so much. I've never been in love before and it's wonderful to feel this kind of missing not an ' i need him' missing, just wanting to be with him and missing being with him. Maybe that means I'm stronger in me too....
Also think I'm getting cold, feel all throat-y and tired and mixed up brain.
Oh well.
Hope everyone had an ok day - I'm so proud of so many people I've met on here and thank you so much for all being such supports for me.
(((((((evryone)))))))
Avril

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Comments from the community:

If it helps Avril, I'm feeling alone, lonely and cold too hunny, so don't feel that you going through this alone. My hubby works afternoon shift so night time for me is really hard.

Take special care of yourself

Love and support
Amanda xxxxxxxxx

(((((((((((((((Avril)))))))))))))

Written by Deleted_User, 10. Jul 2007 10:58 PM

It definitely is the weather...winter is the loneliest season for sure. I hope and pray that your Peter will be safe, sounds like a dangerous place for him to be.

Thanks for all your support too it helps alot, Avril.

(((((hugs))))) Lori :)

Written by Lori, 10. Jul 2007 11:42 PM

Psyche

Hope Peter is okay when he moves to Islamabad in three days. My prayers and thoughts are with you. It is the weather that makes people lonely and more depressed - lack of sunlight depression.

Go Psyche!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 10. Jul 2007 11:47 PM

Dear Psyche

I hope you don't mind me asking this - but what is it that is taking him away for all this time - and what is it that is taking him to the places he is visiting?

Don't answer if you don't want to. It just might help us understand your situation a bit more - which is why I'm asking.

Lots of love

Kimberly
xoxo

Written by Wolveress, 11. Jul 2007 12:24 AM

Dear Kimberly - good point - in fact think I'll write a diary entry on it - Thank you all - Hugs

Written by psyche, 11. Jul 2007 09:12 PM

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