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Written by psyche 5. Jul 2007 03:38 PM

its too hard. I'm not even one month in and I'm freaking out. do I just jump on a plane to india? I just want to be with him. I miss him so much. only 2 1/2 weeks in, crap thats 9 1/2 to go before he gets back. I miss him, i miss him, help, how do i do this?

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Comments from the community:

Psyche

You can get through the next 9 and a half weeks. You have gotten through 2 and a half with some trepidation but you are strong enough to get through the three months.

Go Psyche!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 5. Jul 2007 05:57 PM

Thank you studying BIG HUGS

Written by psyche, 5. Jul 2007 06:08 PM

Hey hon

Yes you CAN do this, and YES YOU WILL DO THIS. You will do it for YOU - for yourself - because it's a commitment to YOURSELF to cope, to develop and to show yourself that you do have strength within. You will use this as an opportunity to grow, and to become closer to yourself. You will turn this into a positive.

You will be ok my friend.

Love Kimberly
xoxo

Written by Wolveress, 6. Jul 2007 05:22 PM

Thanks Kimberly - I finally realised I'm starting to like me, and when I like me I'll actually be able to have a functioning relationship, because I can care for me, I won't need him to do it for me, and I'll be able to give of me freely - at least this is what I hope :)

Written by psyche, 6. Jul 2007 11:42 PM

Well done - this is what it is ALL about. Realising that you like yourself - realising that you matter to yourself - realising that because you are valuable to yourself, you need to prioritise yourself, and make decisions that are best for YOURSELF. Realising that YOU ARE AT THE HELM OF YOUR SHIP, AND YOU CHOOSE WHERE YOU SAIL TO.

Lots of love

Kimberly
xoxo

Written by Wolveress, 6. Jul 2007 11:56 PM