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Written by psyche 3. Jul 2007 01:03 AM

So, I hate coming off Valium. I hate that I'm so scared by so much in normal life. I hate that that meant I couldn't see my psych today. I hate that my ex keeps calling me to comlain. I hate that I'm living away from my kids. I hate that I hate things. I hate, hate.
I want to LIVE, be normal, vaccum, clean, cook, shop, get a bike and ride it, not have IBS, be happy.
Good grief what a crap entry. Sorry everyone.
((((((((everyone)))))))
Avril

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Comments from the community:

Hey psyche,

Best of luck with everything. I don't know what to say but to recycle the same old tired cliches- be strong, try to see the light at the end of the tunnel etc- but I really do wholeheartedly mean them.

Love,

miss m

Written by miss_m, 3. Jul 2007 01:21 AM

I see it as a good thing that you hate it - it means you want to change, and that's the hardest part done.

Written by babz, 3. Jul 2007 12:10 PM

Psyche

Valium is the hardest med to come off so I can understand your hating it/frustrations. You will get there. Baby steps.

Go Psyche!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 3. Jul 2007 06:11 PM