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Written by psyche 23. Jun 2007 11:22 PM

Hi All,
Just spoke to P (The man who has my heart) on the phone from Bankok, actually jungle somewhere near bankok, and I'm falling apart.
I miss him so much. I feel like there is a huge hole in my heart where he belongs and he isn't there.
He sounded so happy on the phone - which is wonderful - but I asked him twice if he was still falling back in love with me or if he had changed his mind about having a relationship with me and he said I'd already asked him that and he never does that, never. So maybe he has changed his mind and I'm scared to bits. And I just have to wait for him to email me again so I'll know.
Sigh. I miss him so much it feels like my heart is torn in two.
Right now Three months feels like an eternity - it's only been 6 days and it feels like a year.
Will he still love me, can love survive 3 months apart?
I adore him.

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Comments from the community:

Hi Psyche
In answer to your question - yes, love can survive 3 months apart. It can survive an eternity if you want it to.
I think the real question is, does he feel the same way. If P is not prepared to clarify this for you, as much as it hurts you may have to face the truth.
I am not being harsh, I have lived 12 months of agony being in love with a man who moved on without me. But at some point I had to give myself permission to grieve him properly and move on. It still hurts, and there are still days I miss him so much I could die. But the truth is a powerful thing - and the truth is he doesn't love me anymore.
I hope with all my heart that your man is different - but don't hold onto him for 3 months if he is not able to give you an answer to your question. It will only make it so much harder later.
Be strong and be brave, and be kind to yourself.
I hope for the best for you.
love
Becci

Written by Deleted_User, 24. Jun 2007 12:07 AM

Hi psyche

Yeah love can survive 3 months apart, i still have feelings for a girl I haven't seen in 20 years and probably have no hope of ever finding.
But he sounds rather selfish to me to be stuffing you around like that. You deserve much better than that.

Written by allan142, 24. Jun 2007 12:23 AM

Psyche

I'm with allan here on this one. You can survive the 3 months he is away but if he can't give you a straight, honest answer I would be saying see you later mate.

Go Psyche!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 24. Jun 2007 12:26 AM

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