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Don't you hate it when

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Written by psyche 16. Jun 2007 07:51 PM

You feel like you're a million scattered peices of shattered glass and you can't find a way of putting yourself back together without cutting yourself until you bleed dry?
Nothing nothing nothing seems to work?
The little voice in your head that says you are worthless and hopeless and no one will ever love you and look at you, you can't even get out of bed and do the dishes how pathetic are you wins?
You look in the mirror and all you see is this fat pathetic blob and you never want to eat ever again, ever ever?
Someone you love is leaving you?
No one replies to your diary entry and it makes you feel like you wrote soething bad or no one likes you?
You just can't get warm and all you want is a hug?
You have to stop half way through a diary entry cause tears are blurring the keyboard?
Hugs to all
A

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Comments from the community:

Psyche

You will get through this difficult time. We all go through it and some of us come out of it okay and others come out more confused than when they started. Try some treatment if you think that will help/not already on it and you may see a new reflection in the mirror. Some diaries are just so hard to reply to because you can't find the right words to use. Don't take it as no one cares - if it is being read, people are interested.

Go Psyche!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 16. Jun 2007 08:14 PM

hey psyche ,
:o)
love and light ,
greenie

Written by greenie, 16. Jun 2007 08:28 PM

I hope things start looking up for you soon, you do deserve it.

Sending big warm hugs your way

((((PSYCHE))))

Written by Deleted_User, 16. Jun 2007 08:30 PM

Dear Psyche,

here's a hug for you.

((((((((((((((psyche)))))))))))))))

Love,
Luise

Written by Luise, 16. Jun 2007 10:03 PM

That sums up a lot of how I feel on a daily basis. I have to keep trying to look forward to the next day. I do hope your life turns around soon. Try just smiling at yourself in the mirror every day. You might start to like your reflection and see that you are a GREAT person under a dark cloud, but you are coming out of it slowly but surely. Chin up I am thinking of you.

Written by maccahayward, 16. Jun 2007 11:38 PM

Hey Psyche I reply to all the "don't you hate it when..." questions: "YES, YES YES"
I hate what I see in the mirror, I know I have put on weight but I can't seem to stop these late night binges,alcohol, party pies, pasta etc. And after wards I am even more disgusted with myself for having no self control.Each night I cry and cry and wonder what went wrong!I just wanted him to hold me and tell me it'd be ok - that he'd help me through it, but no - he did the bolt.And blames me for everything because as he put it -He said used to be happy but then I turned 'psycho'
I do feel for you Psyche and I'm not the only one here. As hard as it is, we have to beat this bastard!
Luv
Cheyne

Written by hippiechick, 16. Jun 2007 11:55 PM

Dear psyche

I just read this entry and I want to give you a big hug (((((psyche))))

Yes - it is an awful feeling, and is worse when you feel nothing seems to work...but I promise you, time passes, and you will move beyond this, and step by step, bit by bit you will move towards the light. I promise you there is light at the end of the tunnel - allow yourself to believe that one day you'll reach it.

Sometimes we go through periods that are better than others, and then we crash back down - but in time, you will reach a point where you get a bit stronger and you can prevent yourself from crashing back down - so even if you take a step back, you can follow it up by taking 2 steps forward.

Sending you love, strength and belief

Kimberly
xoxo

Written by Deleted_User, 17. Jun 2007 05:12 PM

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