Blah day and PLEASE help
A page in the diary "One instant at a time"
Written by psyche 31. May 2007 10:15 PM
Writing a diary is so much easier with the thought that someone who understands might actually read it. Today was hard. I had to go and see my housing worker who is a very intimidating woman to get the money to move away from my abusive ex husband who I'm living in a flat with because i thought it was best for my kids and all the usual abused woman reasons (makes me feel so pathetic), But anyway, met with her afer she changed the appointment time twice, then she told me that she couldn't come to the office of housing with me to do the bond loan application ( I suffer from an amazing public transport phobia and have no car) and then i get the application form home and find out that the loan itself takes 3 days to process and i'm meant to sign the lease tommorrow. So Now I'm so scared I'll lose the flat, even though I can give them the first months rent already. And I feel really abandoned by someone who was meant to help me because she knew about the rental property on wednesday and could have told me about the 3 day thing and that i'd have to go and do it myself.
Sigh. So now I'll have to try and drag myself out of bed in the morning, probably on 3 hours sleep,go to centrelink, go to office of housing, face all these starngers and beaurocracy. I'm scared. Very scared. But I want to do it for my kids.
Also so so scared about loosing the flat - does anyone know anything about this? Think that I will? Help, Please
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