Finally Found My Strength - 4 1/2 Years Later
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Written by chookie67 10. Mar 2008 10:46 AM
I am really happy with myself today as yesterday I found the strength to face the 2 people that I hate in the world - i know hate is a strong word - but these people are in that category by a long way - They have made my life miserable by framing me for something and walking away scott free, don't get me wrong, I was to blame for a bit of what happened by not as much as I was punished for - and to have the strenght to fight it, which i didn't have, I wore the lot. During this time, I was also nearly hit by their car when they deliberatly aimed it at me. My family has suffered and to this day, I am still coming to terms with what I have been through.
Yesterday, I went to a function to see my old workmates - the council is amalgamating - and I walked in to the hall looking for my mum and her friends, one of the 2 saw me and made a scene looking like she wanted to talk to me - i nearly threw up, went cold, started shaking - but something inside me said screw you 2 - i have paid for what I did and I have every right to be here - all through the function I felt them looking at me but with my mum by my side, I got through it, and I am very proud of my self to finally stand up to these 2 people that I despise. The main one of the 2 walked away with his head down - if that isn't guilty - what is.
I feel a little relieved that I did have to confront them, it makes another step in the healing process easy to deal with as I was dreading the day.
Thanks for Reading and Take Care
Lynne