Update -Dear Diary, Please Tell Me Why Do I Feel How I Feel
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Written by chookie67 10. Feb 2008 09:54 PM
Updated - Thank you to the lovely caring people who left messages on my diary = I am to see my doctor tomorrow and will let you know how i go.
Thank you for caring about me. You are wonderful people and am happy to call you my friends
Take care
Dear Diary,
Can you please let me in on the secret of knowing the reason to why i feel so damn miserable.
I have been like this for days and just can't get the feeling of something terrible is going to happen. I am anxious, on edge, shaky and snap at anything that is said to me. I feel like I want to cry and cry but no matter how hard I try, the tears wont come
I wish you would try and be more cooperative and let me know when you are going to put these moods and feelings on me, at least then I wouldhave someone to blame or at the worst be prepared.
I don't want to feel like this. I usually only have a smoke every now and then, but the last few days I am smoking more than usual. I am drinking more than usual as well just so I can feel a little happier
Maybe it is the medication I am on, reading the side effects off the net before maybe it is. I will ring my doctor tomorrow and ask her, but I am scared that she will tell me to stop them, but they are the only way that I can sleep and not have my head racing 100klms an hour.
I just want to be happy like I was last week. The way I feel at the moment, I just want to run away from my life and not return until I feel better.
Once again Dear Diary, can u please explain what u have done to me.
I await your reply
Chookie