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psychologist, morbidly obese, mental health, tired of living

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Written by WhiteDove 22. Apr 2008 10:40 AM

I saw psychologist this morning. we talked about how things were going lately. we also made a detailed plan on what I shoould do till thursday.

All I want to do now is go to my fav spot in uni and sleep. But I can't. I have skipped so many classes already. Need to try and catch up.

I have put on weight. A lot of weight. I am morbidly obese. I am so sick of this. Sick of trying and ending up right where I started, or even further down.

There is a mental health night either today or next tuesday. It's run by the medicine faculty in uni. I am planning to go. Hope it will be good and maybe I can get some information to help me get better.

I am so tired of living. I want it all to end but I can't. I hate getting up in the mornin. Hate going to uni. Hate putting on that stupid smile to please everyone. Hate breathing. Hate walking. Hate moving. Hate talking. Hate everything.

I might have a test today. As usual, I haven't studied for it.

I should go.

Take care all.

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Written by Gyps, 22. Apr 2008 10:47 AM

Wow WD... so much... it is good you have a plan... and it is good you going to the mental health info night... maybe there will be something that will help... or maybe you can teach them a thing or two about working with people with a mental illness... think about that... i really think you should speak to disability officer and get a withdrawn from subjects ... if you don't you may not pass the course...

as for morbidly obese... things are out of hand if you are... take care...

rgds
cate

Written by cateblack, 22. Apr 2008 02:25 PM

WD

Good you saw the psychologist and made a plan for up to Thursday. Remember baby steps with the plan - doing something small from the plan is good.

Weight issue - hey, there are a lot of deppies in this situation including me so don't make too much out of it.

The mental health night would be a good thing to go to and take someone with you so they can understand what you are going through.

Turn those negative head talks into positives things/thoughts and you will be amazed how better you feel. The psychologist should be helping you with this and if she isn't, ask her in the next session.

Go WD!!!

Mrs Studying1

Written by studying1, 22. Apr 2008 03:31 PM

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