Bad news
A page in the diary "Good mourning!"
Written by Luise 29. Jan 2008 10:31 AM
Hey friends,
I am feeling terrible. So much difficulties. Do you know the story of hiob, from the bible? He was tortured by the lord for his strength to be tested. This is how I feel tonight. I have arrived in Valencia, Spain and I already hate this town. I don't believe what happened to me.
After being robbed in the bus station after the job interview,
after missing my flight,
after being told by my friend that she can't drive with me to spain with her truck,
after being told that the landlord won't accept me to rent a room in his house without any proofs of my seriosity,
after being told that the job contract is not serious enough,
after having been very sick for almost two weeks, in the time that was reserved for preparing the move,
after having worked for 10 days packing my stuff until 2 o'clock at night,
after all this
my flatmate in spain called me on the day of my move to tell me the the landlord has decided not to accept us in his house anymore. We have to find a new flat within 14 days.
I am homeless. I hate this town, it was a shitty idea to go here, my friend with the truck is angry because we went wrong in the middle of the town and it was my fault. I am alone in a big, big city in a foreign country. I was so strong. I did my best. So why...?
I just hope that it is true that you are just given what you can take.
I am sad tonight. Desperate. It's just my nerves. Feels as if I can't take any more bad news.
I miss my cat. I wanted to take him with me, but I left him because I don't know where I will live. Now I would need him badly.
Luise.