Wow talk about being attacked and no nanna naps!!!!
A page in the diary "She who must be obeyed thinks she is always right!!!"
Written by studying1 30. May 2008 02:49 PM
Migraine, meds and sleep. Hubby went out to return the wreathes to the storage shed.
Their memorial day went okay - didn't raise as much money as they hoped and it rained as the memorial started but they got through the day. I didn't go to hubby's day as I didn't want to spoil his hard work/day. He works very hard for this organisation and with me not well, it would have been wrong for me to attend and spoil his hard work/enjoyment of the day.
I am startled by the debate on the self harming. 2468 summarised it up the best and that was voyeristic. The other reference I liked is about casting the first stone if you have been wrong - sorry with all the replies in my diary, I can't remember who wrote that. It seems from the question I put to the moderators they are not happy with any one mentioning self harming in this diary and seem to be reviewing the etiquette of the diaries. They are aware that self harming is an illness and they will monitor diaries and take necessary action to delete/amend diaries if they feel they need the action. Gyps and all other self harmers, may be a good idea to read the letter that I wrote to the moderators so everyone could see it and if they have an issue with the question, put their own question to the moderators and I think the letter is the best way for all deppies to get to see the same question and same response. I am shocked by all the negative comments I got when I don't mention how or where I harm but admit I say I enjoy the thrill of seeing blood/enjoy the blood. I don't always get bleeding and that was my point. Sometimes people harm to get blood while others harm to get pain from it. Gyps I hope you are happy that I put it out there to the moderators in the letterbox and we now all understand where harming stands in regards to the moderators.
I am proud of myself that yesterday and today I haven't had a nanna nap. Hubby is asleep for his night shift. I have to wake him up so he can get ready for work.
Weather is wet and cold here and we are expecting it to get worse. I am trying to organise a get together with my bridesmaid and her family but her hubby has been a sticking point that sundays are family days - that's fine and we stay too late if we are there. Said to friend it is only once a month/two months - see if you can get hubby to change his mind. I don't want to loose her as a friend but I feel I will if we don't see each other but then if we go to Tassie, it will be an email relationship so maybe I should get used to this.
Take Care All!!!
Mrs Studying1
PS Ronda was my hubby and was concerned how depnet was affecting me - he saw it as very negative for me. We have deleted his profile because it was wrong for him to be here. We never set out to deceive you deppies. He just wanted to know about depnet for himself and now has an understanding of depnet and how it affects me. I am sorry if anyone thinks we set out to deceit you - never our intention. I should not have been accessing his profile and writing it. The things he put in his diaries were all true and nothing there was false/misleading.
Mrs Studying1
PS Lesley, Can you please put your entry back into my diary. I accidentally deleted it when I meant to delete another users entry.
Take Care All!!!
Mrs Studying1
Sadface and Maple, this was not a game or deception at all. Ronda is my nickname for hubby and he wanted to join depnet to find out what it was like for himself and see why it affects me in certain ways - negatively sometimes/positively sometimes. Sadface, it was my fault, I didn't sign out of my profile and hubby came and wrote his entries and you were the one who picked up the error - stupid error - I should have made sure I was out of my profile. Again this was not meant to upset, deceive people but to get an understanding of an internet site that I spend my life with and hubby hasn't been able to understand this and decided he would join to find out why I love the people/site even with the criticisms I get.
Lesley, Thanks for reentering your entry. Much appreciated. May call you as I have your numbers so we can meet and chat.
Take Care All!!!
Mrs Studying1
PS Maple - we did not do this to critise people but to allow hubby to understand my obsession with depnet. I don't always agree with your suggestions and the one you made to me yesterday is one I don't agree with. We are all entitled to our opinions and I will respect that fact but the self harming comment upset me and it is my problem not yours to overcome. I am glad you will accept me still in depnet because this was never meant to hurt, upset or degrade people. I don't believe hubby did that to anyone's diary he commented in - from what I read, he was supportive to people, just like he is in life. I hope you are doing well after your surgery and with the help you are getting. Hope S has been to see you/support you.
Take Care Maple!!!
Mrs Studying1