I am staying!!! Update!!!! Update 10/7
A page in the diary "She who must be obeyed thinks she is always right!!!"
Written by studying1 9. Jul 2008 02:58 PM
Migraine, meds and sleep. Had to move rooms as I woke up with a coughing fit and hubby said (now he doesn't remember) to move beds. I did that and then I got cold and went back to our bed and hubby asked where I had been.
Going to have my chest xray and do some grocery shopping because we are out of food.
I would like to point out one thing in regards to Not Happy's last diary. I replied to his offensive diary because he degraded me and upset me and if he hadn't written it, I would not have replied as Al1970 points out so poigntly 4 times. I AM NOT responsible for people leaving depnet - he made his own choice just as many other deppies have done.
I take notice of the requests that people have made to not write in their diaries but admit I do read every diary as I care about every deppie, even the ones who have said don't write in my diary. No rules about reading diaries.
I will continue to write in people's diaries until they tell me otherwise - guess Hollyw we won't be writing in each other's diaries - stay away from my diary and I will stay away from yours.
I can't understand why people see me as a ogre. There are worse people in depnet who make deppies life hell and I am critised for standing up for myself because someone offended me. Got me. Seems double standards in depnet but hey, that's not a bother to me as I will be here to stay - that means you deppies who don't like me have to put up with me because this site helps me, even if you don't think it is helping me.
Will update later on.
Take Care All!!!
Mrs Studying1
PS I had to go and see the doctor and get another referral for my chest xray - couldn't find the original of the request in the car. Locum checked my breathing but didn't check my throat - back on the horse tablets and then a chest xray. Went and had that and it is clear. Mumof2, I forgot to ask the locum about whooping cough. I have a very sore, raw throat and nothing showing in the chest to cause the gunk I cough up. Going back to the doctor tomorrow for a review of the xray and will try and remember to ask about the whooping cough. Mumof2, how would you describe the cough from whooping cough? I seem to have a normal cough. Also how do they test for it - blood test or what to make the diagnosis.
Went to Mcs and got a drink to cool my throat down and then went to coles. Can't cope with the people being around/standing around in groups today at Mcs - bit of a panic attack. Uni and school students don't have any consideration for people and block pathways so people either have to go through them or around them but can't avoid them. Be glad when the kids go back to school on Tuesday and uni students go back in a couple of weeks.
Thanks Mick for your inspiring diary entry. Made me even more determined to stay. I had been letting things roll off my shoulders but when NotHappy started the last war, everything got too much for me and I reacted/retaliated to preserve my dignity. Not always a good thing to do but the insults were coming left, right and centre so I had to defend myself. I will stay away from the people's diaries I have been told to not comment in but no one has the right to stop me from reading diaries because they are out for the public. If you don't want anyone to read them, make them private.
Mods, think this needs to be really looked into because people are being picked on/bad mouthed by people who no nothing about the person and shouldn't be allowed on this site - believe it is a breach of etiquette in not happy's diary about the things he said about me.
Take Care All!!!
Studying1
I have read the entries on not happy's diary and you people who are supporting him, know nothing about me/or me. I cannot believe the things I have read that I am meant to be. Why don't these people have the guts to put it on my entry. I did leave one or two positive entries about Matt leaving but all my entries were deleted except for the last two, and then I started to defend myself because the comments that people were making about me were wrong, false, inflamatory, derogatory, mean, nasty, filled with hatred. Maya and DarlingNiki are full of crap/evilness. This niki person has been here a month and is already judging a person whom she doesn't even know and has contributed one diary about being a slut - perhaps the truth hurts.
I stayed away from depnet like the moderators asked me to do and I am here now and people can like it or lump it. I will read diaries and comment where I think I can help a person and stay away from those I know do not want my help/encouragement. Their loss, not mine. I have friends here that I care about and don't want to lose contact with them and hope that the fact that people are supporting me to stay means that they want me to stay. I am not an evil person. That is the job of two others here on depnet. I just live quietly here minding my own business and if I see injustice towards someone, I get into trouble for defending them.
Take Care All!!!
Mrs Studying1