I am by myself & lonely!!! I am a sop!!! Update!!! Update!!!
A page in the diary "She who must be obeyed thinks she is always right!!!"
Written by studying1 6. Jul 2008 03:09 PM
Migraine, meds and sleep. Am lonely because hubby isn't here/won't be back until tomorrow night. Can't call his mobile as it must have lost the battery charge as it kept going to voicemail. Have bad sleep because he is not here and I keep hearing things - someone knocked at the door on Friday night and I ignored it because I was in my pj's and I didn't want to face any of the neighbours looking like the wreck I looked like - uncombed/unbrushed hair, pj's. Asked hubby if there was anything left on the step on Saturday morning when he came home and he said no - told him what happened.
I slept so so last night and woke up again with a migraine, had meds, breakfast and meds and hit the bed again.
The bed is a great place to be as it is warm and cosy whereas outside is cloudy and cool/coldish.
I spent all night last night trying to find my wet and dry razor - pickled brain - couldn't remember where I had put it. Found it when I had lunch. Was downstairs from when we returned from our honeymoon. Got to find the charger now and the plastic cover to go over the blades. I can't believe I have been looking at it regularly I couldn't remember it was downstairs last night.
Queen Bee called back and wanted to know when I was going into hospital, how long I was going to be there for, and what was going to be done - she wants all the meds stopped but somehow that isn't going to happen I think - more likely hope it won't happen - that the only change is the a/d as my psychiatrist has said he is going to change. Got the lecture about exercising and eating/seeing the dietician. I will eat what I can eat with the band and see the dietician and stick to her rules regarding the band - don't drink while you are eating as you flush the food through the band. Drink either 10 minutes before eating or 30 minutes after eating.
It is time to go back to bed and get warm again either in bed or with the air con.
Take Care All!!!
Mrs Studying1
PS Still have my cough but it is not as bad as it was so finally the antibiotics have worked/seemed to have kicked in. Queen Bee last night said I sounded better. Got to make the decision about the anti biotics and should I have the repeat filled. The gp said one lot would be enough but I am still not totally over it but am getting better. Have been having coughing fits all afternoon - started when I had lunch and it didn't agree with the lap band and I went to vomit and ended up with a terrible coughing fit instead. Think I will get the anti biotics script filled and take another course of horse tablets and then see the doctor if that doesn't work. I also might go and have that chest xray after all - I can't cope with the coughing fits much longer.
Asked Queen Bee if she wants the wedding photographer to come and see her and she said no. We have ordered photos for the parents but I have to make sure I have got one ordered of hubby and i and Queen Bee and Dad for them. Know it is in our order for the albumn.
PS Bassman, read the news section of depnet as there are two articles in there about diabetes and depression. May give you some hints/ideas/help for your depression and diabetes.