My early morning or late night!! Update!!! Update!!!
A page in the diary "She who must be obeyed thinks she is always right!!!"
Written by studying1 28. Jun 2008 07:12 AM
Migraine, meds and sleep. Not a good start to the weekend as the headache is really bad and I have just taken my second lot of meds because I can't sleep the pain away or the pain isn't easing.
Hubby is home and won't have a shower because his feet are playing up and I don't like sleeping next to him as he smells of ciggies. But at least he is hoome and now I might be able to get some sleep - hate it when he works nights as it affects my sleeping ability - wake up even more times during the night than I usually do during the week.
I am writing this while the second lot of meds kick in. Hopefully they will last longer this time than the first one's. Cough is back and that is not helping me sleep. Find it strange it can be gone one day and back the next. May go to the doctor over the weekend or on Monday. Luckily it doesn't keep hubby awake as he has a cpap machine.
Thanks Bun for your support. I do believe that some deppies like to read what I write and others just don't read it at all. I try and read every diary, even those who I can't reply to so I know how they are doing and help if I can.
My Treatment group, my hubby and I know what is going on for me and that is the main thing and I am THROUGH JUSTIFYING this to anyone. I'm not expecting everyone to believe I cannot work/study at the moment but that is what my psychiatrist has said and will have to see how I go on my new a/d if things are better for me.
I fell for it again hook, line and sinker and Matt you are rude, blunt and from my knowledge not qualified to say if what my treating team is doing for me or any other deppie is right or wrong. I trust my team because they have been with me for so long and got things working well and I know they are right for me, though I am scared about the upcoming hospital admission as they are going to change my a/d and they will do that over 10 days because I am in hospital. I like the one I am on but my psychiatrist has seen good results with this one in curbing appetite and that is an issue for me.
Will update if I need to today/tonight.
Take Care All!!!
Mrs Studying1
PS Thanks Lesley and Motherof2 and Bun for your inspiring diary replies. Between you three I have decided to stop justifying myself and let my diary continue to tell my journey with myself, treating team and hubby. Seems I have had to justify myself since I started work and I need to work on this with the psychiatrist and psychologist. Seeing psychologist on Thursday so I will make mention to her about it.
Hubby has gone to work again. I finally got some sleep as did hubby. He was getting ready for work when the real estate lady turned up with two potential buyers who had a look through the place.
I am doing some washing of sheets/woollen underlay - not fun at all but it has to be done. Hubby was lucky he left when he did as I would have him out hanging the washing and not me as I have to go outside and that scares me, but I will get there and have a look at the plants while I am outside.
What help was offered???? None. It was all criticism by someone who thinks they know about me but knows sweet shite about me.
Poor people who can't have their coffee or telling people not to start arguements/posting wars. Pity them. They don't have to read the diary entry and replies and if you don't like what you read, don't write derogatory remarks in others diaries.