Another day at home!!! Updated!!!! Updated again
A page in the diary "She who must be obeyed thinks she is always right!!!"
Written by studying1 20. Jun 2008 04:44 PM
Migraine, meds and sleep.
Hubby has gone to work - only doing part of a shift because of the wedding we are going to tomorrow afternoon in cold tamborine.
Thanks for your input into yesterday's diary. What I am hoping is that this can be finalised either way - yes/no to tpd and I can get on with my life. The payout would help us live month by month/week to week.
Keller I know you need two doctors and this yesterday's visit was the second doctor's report. He gave me the PPD in 2005 and is now being asked about a tpd.
What I wrote was not probably accurate. I would love to work again in some aspect but until my chronic migraines stop, I am unemployable. I also want to finish my uni course but again with migraines, it makes it a little difficult. I feel I didn't do well with the assessment in that I could remember things, couldn't do the questions the doctor asked me - words beginning with 3 different letters, maths question. It will all take time so I will have to wait for the outcome.
Would I be wanting to go into hospital on 14 July 2008 if I didn't want to get better. I do want to get better and resume some normality and no maya I don't like living on the tax payers dollars but I did work for almost 23 years before I lost my job so I think I can get some of this money in return given I have a disability. My psychiatrist wants to change my meds and I am scared of that and that is what hospital is for - do it over 10 days instead of slowly as an outpatient.
Hubby called the doctor about my lap band and cancelled the appointment I had with her this morning. I feel I am coping with my vomitting (sorry) better than I did on Tuesday. See her four weeks from Tuesday so I will be in hospital and have to get some leave to go to her. Need to ask her about the leaks - is it from the injections or the band itself as I don't know what I should be doing regarding the band but I know from my sister I need to help myself and get out and do some exercise. Queen Bee wants me to join a gym but I don't feel comfortable with that - put on 30 kgs in the three years since I saw the psychiatrist in 2005 and yesterday. Not good and I know that.
Hubby called the son and wife of the person who died on the weekend and had a good chat with both of them. Looks like I am going to a funeral on Tuesday. Don't like funerals but I will go to support my hubby.
Got to find some clothes to wear to the wedding so that is my next mission - go through the wardrobe to find some clothes.
I changed the bed and hubby spoke to centrelink about my wrongful dismissal money - they were asking some questions about it - I said to him refer them to my ex solicitor or Penny Eaton who made the decision in Centrelink.
Hope I have cleared up my diary from yesterday, though I don't feel I should justify my diary but everyone seems to think I want a payout, not get well and have an ultera motive for wanting my tpd. I don't have any of these. I just feel that after yesterday's assessment I am not getting better and the hospital admission in July will hopefully get me better/coping with things better.
As for the comments about the site not being ebay, that is true but it does point out who is in and who is out and that is not fair at all. Everyone should be treated the same way and not lie about things that have been said/accused. It is anywonder Akita wrote the diary entry if people are not willing to chat to them in the chat room - how rude is that.
Take Care All!!!
Mrs Studying1
PS It is raining here now and it won't help the leak we have with our roof tiles. Have to fix it asap and get the ceiling repaired/repainted and also the bathroom ceiling from when the shower water was blasting the ceiling.
PS So I am stupid am I??? That's what you think and you know who you are - what a crock of shite. If people use my diary and leave an entry in my diary I am going to name them because they seem to think I don't know what I am talking about - wtf??? I know what a TPD is and what it involves and I don't need people who are banned from my diary writing the stupid comments and then have some other person criticise me for naming people. Why is it okay for other deppies to name people and not for me. Get a life and stay away from my diaries. I have had a gutful of your crappy life and I'm so pitiful/useless. You obviously have money when you are not working to afford an ipod for your daughter, yet you whinge about not affording rent. Get your priorities right for once in your life. You shit me with your crap so get away from my diaries. If you don't like them, don't read them. How about you indicate which name I shouldn't have used then everyone will be clearer??? Bet you can't do that for me. You reckon I am thick as I said, people will get named if they write some I don't agree with in their reply to my diary. You have such double standards, others can write names of people but I am not allowed.