Going into hospital
A page in the diary "A Day in the Life Of..."
Written by babz 2. Jan 2008 11:11 AM
I had a horrible night last night, I ended up in ED again getting stitches again. I won't go into details otherwise I'll completely lose the plot and the mods will probably ban me. I'll just say it was an incredibly painful and traumatising night.
Lady from CAT team just left. I had a long talk to her and we decided I am going to change psychiatrists. She has gone back to her base to arrange an admission for me to the hospital where I saw the nice psychiatrist a few months ago and explain that I need leave for Mum's wedding. This nice psychiatrist is then either going to become my psychiatrist and I will do DBT there, or will refer to me to one at Melbourne Clinic that someone recommended to me.
I am disappointed that I have let my emotions get the better of me, but I am grateful that the admission is prior to me doing something REALLY stupid instead of after. Prevention is better than cure, right? I understand that this is what I need to do for me, and I hope I will come to accept that.
Mum's wedding rehearsal is today and final (hopefully this is the ACTUAL final) dress fitting. I have to go make myself look human now - could be a tough gig.
Happy Birthday Jess :)