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Written by keller 17. May 2008 06:32 PM

So much
All too much
I am all out of tears
This is why I don’t cry
Cause there is nothing left
My tears are all dry

I cry dry for my friend
She has surgery next week
And I don’t know how to help her
Its helpless I feel

I cry dry for my fellow depnetters
As each time I venture to diaries
There is so much anguish
So much pain

I cry dry for the injustice I see (hear)
People in Armani suits
Side stepping the homeless
On my workon my route

I cry dry that my brother is so stupid
For moving to Queensland
Building his house - Loosing his equity
Taking my niece and nephew from me

I cry dry that my own life has resorted to this
And I try and I try and I cannot lift
I take lessons in emotions
And still there’s not much change
And I use guidance and counsel
But I stay much the same

And I hate this self loathing this pity I cry
But I wring out my hankie it’s constantly dry
And I keep turning it over
Try to work try to sit
Its further than ever
I jump high
From this black deep pit




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Comments from the community:

KELLER how I wish I could put my arms around youright now and tell you it will be ok.You have given me so much I could never repay your support.TC

Written by Deleted_User, 17. May 2008 07:32 PM

Hi Liz,

I'm afraid I'm not up for much tonight, but just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you. I also cry dry, sometimes i just wish I could cry, it's so frustrating.

Take care and will chat soon,

Karen xxx

Written by fly, 17. May 2008 08:42 PM

Hey Liz,

I can't say I know how you feel. But I do care about you and want to see you get better.

((((((Hugs hun)))))))))

love
wd

Written by WhiteDove, 17. May 2008 09:30 PM

Oh Liz, I wish I could give you a massive hug, your writing pulled at my heart strings. I can't imagine the (emotional) pain you must be in right now. Lots of love

Written by babz, 18. May 2008 09:15 AM