a void now that i am waking up
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Written by keller 23. Sep 2007 07:26 PM
today i had lunch with my family, brother and sister and thier kids and partners adn i noticed it was a day of nothings, no heart felt communicaitons no discussions on my brother and his family moving to queensland just nothing. i felt alone in the company of my own family, like i am travelling my journey adn they are not on that journey with me, my hubby and kids ae but not them.
i think this has been the way we have always been dont share anything keep it light, dont realy connect, its sad
other families have their fights adn issues iknow and i guess a non communicatiove family may be better than one that rants and raves but as i come to understand my self adn my emotional immaturity it makes it harder to accept my family gatherings as anything other than light adn mundane
i am working hard to grow and next time i might make more effort to challenge the way we do things but for now...oh wellll