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My eyes are sore from crying.I am so miserable

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Written by itsonlyme 17. May 2007 03:07 AM

My life is a definate spiral of mud. Ok, in the last two weeks I have endured three major wallops.
Financially, emotionally, and mentally. WHAT IS THE POINT?
making me feel like dirt. I am mentally done. I am always crying to myself to behave strong in front of others. I dont know how to go forward from this. I am so miserable. Planning my funeral. Feeling so hurt, and giving up. It never ends for me. I try so hard. It never works. I think I would be better of dead. That way no one would have to listen to me. My eyes are sore from crying.

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Hi there

I wish I had easy words of comfort for you, or some easy advice. But as you know it's not easy at all. We think of you and wish you well. Sorry to be sohelpless.

Peter

Written by surfer, 17. May 2007 09:43 AM

You go forward by getting some good help.... Don't give up, these feelings are not going to last forever and even this crisis will end. Even if you can't see or believe that now, you must know that you will feel better again.

Are you seeing a doctor? If not, please do so today. Ring your GP, ring Lifeline, talk to a close friend or relative...

Please get some help.
Take care
Tank

Written by tank, 17. May 2007 11:15 AM

It is not surprising you feel as you do, please follow Tank's suggestion and seek some help, it's no good you being/feeling so alone in all of this. We are all here for you....take care.

Written by Deleted_User, 17. May 2007 01:23 PM

Itsonlyme

Tank is right. Go and seek help from your gp/psychiatrist/psychologist/counsellor.

Go Itsonlyme!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 17. May 2007 11:14 PM

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