the calm..Is it Real?
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Written by itsonlyme 11. Oct 2006 05:24 AM
I can alway's give the best advise for other's.
but not for myself. Why is that??Is it Fear, or rather questionable planted bullshit. Who know's?? I don't.
I learnt that my partner is not a cheat but I have an over active imagination.
I am still at work, and don't like it.
I had bad new's today but it did not bother me for some reason. Strange.
I feel so calm lately. It's frightening for me, I usually feel so full of emotion's. I feel subdued, peaceful, and calm. It's almost like the calm before the storm.
I even learnt that one of my co worker's is going to my boss behind my back, and it didn't bother me. I felt sorry for her.?????????
I dont know what's wrong with me. Like I just don't care.
What is 2moro going to bring? Not sure. Hope for the best.
Anyway.
bye
Itsonlyme