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Written by JoanneC84 28. May 2008 01:11 AM

It creeps up on you like a lion to its prey..But then slips by as fast as sand through your fingers...

Thoughts are strange..So static,yet so damn fast..
My head says one thing but I know I shouldn't listen..
I have come this far but just one moment of weakness is all it takes.I don't know how much longer I can fight it for.I feel like its trying to take me down,spiralling faster and faster towards the ground..
Why is this happening? I don't have any answers.I don't know where to begin to even start to find them..And do I really want to know?

I'm sick of feeling numb,like I have no control of where I'm headed..Sick of the dumb thoughts which race through my head..Sick of wishing I was somewhere other than here.Sick of wishing I was someone else other than me..

I just want it to stop..To leave me alone..

To let me be free..

Jo x

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JO........

Hun, I am so sorry you are feeling this way. I wish I could change things for you and take these feelings away. As I can't though, just remember that I am here for you always and all you have to do is chat to me.

You're a beautiful girl and it isn't fair what we are dealt, but hang in there Hun.

Love Lesley xxxxx

Written by lesleyk, 28. May 2008 09:49 AM

Jo

Think of the fact you are going to Chook's for two weeks and the fun you will have with Lynne and her family.

Go Jo!!!

Mrs Studying1

Written by studying1, 28. May 2008 03:56 PM

Dear Jo,
Wishing you all the best for your trip to 'Lynns' I am sure the change of air and company will make you feel like a new person...sometimes darl, we get caught up too much in our own thoughts...I pray this holiday will be everything you dream it will be.
I hope both of you kick up your heels and have a wonderful time.
Lots Of Love To Both Of You & Lynns Family...
Nanna Val x0x

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