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Written by JoanneC84 10. Jun 2007 01:30 PM

At the end of every storm,there is a rainbow that brightens the sky and brings smile to faces.. The rainbow is colourful and a symbol of a new beginning-the beginning of the weather cycle-but for my lil analogy it will symbolise the new beginning of my feelings..
Here I sit with my head pounding but a smile on my face.. My body is still suffering withdrawals but I know that I'm gunna be ok.. I feel like there are things crawling through my veins or that the veins in my head might explode but I'm learning to ignore it and move along..
I'm at Stacey's at the moment.. I feel alive and quite content.Being in Stace and Natasha's company reminds me why I am still here and fighting this..Although at times I so greatly want to give up with the fight,these 2 remind me that I can do it..I have never felt like I belonged anywhere in my life,but I feel at 'home' here and that I do belong...
Thank you Stace for accepting me for me and letting me in..

Jo xo

P.S-Studying,I won't be telling you to mind your own business-I thank you for your concern and you great support to both myself and Stace and for looking out for her..so no,you won't be receiving any hate mail,only gratitude...Thanks mate!

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Comments from the community:

Jo,

Yes, you can do it. It's only a matter of time before everything comes together for you. The fact that you already have a smile on your face, and that you know you can do it in yourself, is a big start.

The crawling through your veins, that's probably just Tash jumping all over you LOL! Joking, but seriously though, you know it's cos of the meds, so you know it won't last.

We might have let you into our home, but girl, you have let us into your life. I know that's a big thing for you, and I know how easy it would be to let that wall slam shut again. But you are here, and that's all that matters. You have many reasons to keep fighting Jo. You have just lived without them for so long.

Your always there for me when I need you Jo. To me, you are just this amazing person, someone I have never had in my life before. I've never had 'real' friends. And you are quite real! So hang in there miss. I know we're really quite a handful but we do love you!

Love you hun,
Stace xxx
((((Jo))))

Written by Deleted_User, 10. Jun 2007 02:02 PM

You're at a turning point Jo. Keep fighting & pull back those clouds. You've already penetrated though, focus on that point to light, it's your future, you want it & you'll do anything to achieve what's rightfully yours.

Written by Deleted_User, 10. Jun 2007 02:04 PM

Dear Jo

Absolutely awesome. I am so glad, and I so enjoyed reading this entry.

Sending you loads of love and hope

Kimberly
xoxo

Written by Deleted_User, 10. Jun 2007 02:06 PM

Dear Jo,
There sure is hope for both Stace & yourself with the great support you have for eath other.
Both of your comments were a pleasure to read. Med changes are a pain, and I hated every time mine were changed, over the years also.
Both hang in there together, and I am sure you will both come through your emotional upheavals with flying colours. Sending hugs to Tash also.
Love you all...
Hugs, Valerie x0x

Written by Deleted_User, 10. Jun 2007 03:48 PM

Jo

I am so glad you and Stace have sorted things out. I care about the both of you because you are good for each other. I am glad you are with Stace and Tash even with your own problems. Hopefully the two of you will feel better by being together.

Thanks for not nasty replies in my diary/in your diary. I am just so glad things worked out for the two of you.

Go Jo!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 10. Jun 2007 04:39 PM

Jo

I was ready to be told to mind my own business but after readying your diary/stace's diary I was so happy I was jumping in my seat at the computer.

You two are so good for each other and the minor tiffs can always be worked out because there is a legitimate reason for them - for the moment, you changing meds and the withdrawals affecting you. Hopefully a couple of days with Stace and Tash will help you forget about these withdrawals and they ease up.

Go Jo!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 11. Jun 2007 12:21 AM

Jo

I meant when I read your diary that you were with Stace and Tash I was jumping around in my computer seat.

Go Jo!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 11. Jun 2007 12:22 AM