.There is a glimpse of hope behind the dark clouds..
A page in the diary ".a pLc 4 miE haed..."
Written by JoanneC84 10. Jun 2007 01:30 PM
At the end of every storm,there is a rainbow that brightens the sky and brings smile to faces.. The rainbow is colourful and a symbol of a new beginning-the beginning of the weather cycle-but for my lil analogy it will symbolise the new beginning of my feelings..
Here I sit with my head pounding but a smile on my face.. My body is still suffering withdrawals but I know that I'm gunna be ok.. I feel like there are things crawling through my veins or that the veins in my head might explode but I'm learning to ignore it and move along..
I'm at Stacey's at the moment.. I feel alive and quite content.Being in Stace and Natasha's company reminds me why I am still here and fighting this..Although at times I so greatly want to give up with the fight,these 2 remind me that I can do it..I have never felt like I belonged anywhere in my life,but I feel at 'home' here and that I do belong...
Thank you Stace for accepting me for me and letting me in..
Jo xo
P.S-Studying,I won't be telling you to mind your own business-I thank you for your concern and you great support to both myself and Stace and for looking out for her..so no,you won't be receiving any hate mail,only gratitude...Thanks mate!