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Written by JoanneC84 5. Apr 2007 09:47 PM

Time doesn't have all the answers..Cos if it did,we'd be more wise and not stuck in darkness.Trying so hard at the moment to stay above the water line.. I don't want to fail.. I don't want to give in again..I don't want to be like this..I know I need to be strong and fight this.. Just have to find the strength,the determination,the motivation and the will power to fight..Its just so easy sometimes to roll over and hide under the blankets and hope that when you pull them back,the crap will be gone..We all know very well that it doesn't work that way..
I need to change.
I need to find the new me..
I need to want to do this..

Jo xox

-Food for thought...

Its been so long now my head is full of pressure, I need time to cure my mind, It's like a loop that lasts forever..I know it's been far too long in stormy weather, My arrested hope won't choke forever,Like a memory I needed never...

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Jo

You know it is the depression causing this darkness. Your friends here on depnet know it and care for you very much and hope you are okay. Your friend Stace cares for you and you are lucky to have that special friend on depnet to share things/catch up with. You will win the battle because you are a strong, determined woman.

Go Jo!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 5. Apr 2007 10:54 PM

Hi Jo

Just fight the darkness a day at a time. You missed that there is today inbetween yesterday and tomorrow, and today is the only one of them that you can do anything about now.

Don't give up.

Be kind to yourself

Jenny

Written by Deleted_User, 5. Apr 2007 11:16 PM

Dear Jo

We'd only be wiser with time, if we used the time to consciously learn and if we used our experiences as opportunities to grow.

However, if we don't know how to change our thinking so we can consciously learn, and grow from our experiences - than we probably wouldn't be wiser with time. If we keep along in the same cycle - spinning around with the same thought patterns and entrenched belief systems we probably will end up creating the same feelings within us and then our feelings may drive us to do the same behaviours/actions that may create situations that aren't good for us. So - we may just end up spinning downwards in a self perpetuating cycle.

I honestly don't believe our lives just change. I believe we need to change ourselves for our lives to change.

Are you seeing a psych/counsellor??

There is hope. Life doesn't have to be shit.

Love Kimberly
xoxo

Written by Deleted_User, 5. Apr 2007 11:27 PM

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