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Silent screams-I'm a prisoner in my own mind!!!

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Written by JoanneC84 21. Sep 2008 02:37 AM

So why does it always feel like I'm the only one
The lonely one
And every-body else is the same
I thank you for pointing out where I am going wrong
Keep going wrong
And nothings making sense
Silent screams in my defense

And the best thing about this place
Is it looks good from outer space
But there's nothing
Nothing, here for me
And the rules that you make never let me win
Cos I'm always a freak that can never fit in
Is there some place
Somewhere
Cos the best thing around is the road that leads out of here

Sometimes I wish that I could be a part of it
A part that fits
And people called me by my name
Pretend that I'm fascinated by what's going on
What wars were won
I promise that I'll be nice
And thanks for all your help and advice


And when you look back at the photos of everyone
Of everyone
I wonder whatever become of that face
Stuck in the middle of your chart
So say goodbye as I walk
I'll send you a postcard from New York

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Comments from the community:

hey Jo .are you running away? take me with you New York is beautiful .I spent a week there in 2005.no seriously you'll get through this although atm you dont think so.Remember im here for you . take care lots of love Bella.xox

Written by belladonna64, 21. Sep 2008 09:57 AM