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Some days are just too hard-much easier to sleep it all away

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Written by JoanneC84 16. Sep 2008 03:00 AM

Some days I wake up and wish that I could be happy-just for a few hours-I'm not that greedy.
But most days, I just wish I could fade away and that life would just end..

Its all so confusing..I can go from feeling ok to feeling total crap within minutes..Sick of the up and down feeling..Not just minor changes,massive changes..

Some days I find that the urges are stronger than others..I still haven't given in but I fear the day if and when I do..

Just so flat and feeling less than ordinary...

Just so over it...


Jo

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Comments from the community:

Hi Jo,
You are a strong lady...you will not give in to your urges...I know you are much stronger than you think.
We all have good and bad days...maybe when the weather warms up you will feel brighter again.
Love & Hugs,
Valerie x0x

Written by NannaVal, 16. Sep 2008 04:29 AM

Hi I hope you are feeling a little better today. It was great having you in chat last night ,have to do it more often. HUGGLES TC

Written by grannie, 16. Sep 2008 01:25 PM

Jo you are strong, you are entitled to feel good
You deserve to be happy .And i know very well sometimes it's like being a yo yo up and down round and round
I think you need more diamond days like the one you described in one of your diary entries.The one with Bella well you know the one. live if only for these times, i tell you sweetheart it's better than nothing ,and i'm sure one day these dark clouds will dissappear and the rays of light will shine through
I leave you with this to ponder
LIFE AIN'T ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL
BUT IT'S A BEAUTIFUL RIDE.
P.S Jo the guy who sings these lines ,knows the devastation this disease called depression can cause
take care Demons

Written by Demons48, 16. Sep 2008 10:23 PM

I love to sleep away my days too. I'd love to just fall asleep & not wake up. But instead, life goes on with those ok & bad days. I don't understand it but am resigned to having bad days most of the time. I also fear the day when I can't take it any longer. I have a plan - for if I am really in need of help - but am afraid that I might not use it.

I think these are all just part of having depression. It is comforting to know that there are lots of other people out there that are going through similar things - and surviving. Recovery is possible - we can do it!


Written by reddog, 17. Sep 2008 01:42 AM