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I'm thinking of you. wish I could do more. Peter

Written by surfer, 16. Aug 2008 07:25 PM

Jo,

Hang in there, you can get through this like you have before.

Stay strong...

Luv Nouse

Written by Nouse, 16. Aug 2008 07:46 PM

Hello Joanne

Hope your ok my thoughts go out to you.

Please try and hold on I have just read your profile and in relation to the cutting I could relate however Just for Today I don't anymore.

Have you ever heard of Spectrum it's a treatment facility that specialises in helping with Self Harming.

I did it and it has helped me enormously.

Dont know whether this helps or hinders,

Just do know your not on your own.

Take Good Care

SusieWoozie

Written by susiewoozie, 16. Aug 2008 10:13 PM

Hi Jo

I know exactly how you feel I felt that way for a long time and could not see the light. The months of Jan & Feb were miserable for me I felt all of those things you mention and more....

Hang in tere it will get better, be kind to yourself put yourself first - speak to your doctor show him/her the posting below it really helps you get back on track. Let us know how you get on - thinking of you.

Mag

Written by mag, 17. Aug 2008 03:07 AM

Hey there sweet lady,just want you to know that i'm always here for you.Hang in there it will get better .Remember depression is here to pass not to stay. Take care .regards Bella xox

Written by belladonna64, 17. Aug 2008 03:15 AM

Hey There Aunties Girl....


You have come such a long way babe,and even though you dont feel it at the present time, you are a lot stronger than you think. You have a lot of love and support around you. Just remember to reach out for us when you need us and we will be here.

GRIZZLY BAY
take care.
Love AUNTY LESLEY xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Written by lesleyk, 17. Aug 2008 10:11 AM

Jo,

the cycle of pain we endure is unfair and bloody hardwork but I am thinking it brings us the observation and appreciation when things are better. This is an advantage we have over others who do not suffer the horrors of mental illness.

When we are down the fight for our lives is so tiresome, it leaves us numb hollow empty and sad exactly as you have written.\

And then on one day we awake and the world looks a little different, it isnt as onorous as it was, it seems manageable...so we give it a go and we find in that moment it is easier, it is possible to feel some happiness, some fullfillment amd even some connection.

I think I am at the point oppositie to you now, but, perhaps I can tell you it can ease...it can feel a little better and that feeling is worthwhile hanging on for.

It is so true that those who fight the hardest get the spoils of war. Our different illnesses and lives hold in common the fact that we can feel better at times. This is my wish for you, that you have moments of feeling in control and moments of joy. For now they should be enough to carry you on.

Sending you all good things and hope and support



Liz
XX

Written by keller, 17. Aug 2008 06:38 PM

You know what Joanne you feel all these feelings
but thats the good side young lady because you still feel things ,be they sad .But wouldn't it be worse if you felt nothing at all ,feelings are just that feelings.
I know you have other feelings, like your feelings for others like Bella and many others so please keep fighting on soldier on and be strong .
I honestly know where you are coming from as i have been there . and will go there again but we will claw our way back .
Here's a little something i have said many times to Bella.
JO Keep the good things
and cast the bad things to the wind.


“Angels Among Us”

I was walking home from school on a cold winter's day
Took a shortcut through the woods and I lost my way
It was getting late and I was scared and alone
Then a kind old man took my hand and led me home
Mama couldn't see him, but he was standing there
But I knew in my heart, he was the answer to my prayers

Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love

When life dealt troubled times and had me down on my knees
There's always been someone there to come along and comfort me
A kind word from a stranger to lend a helping hand
A phone call from a friend just to say I understand
Ain't it kind of funny at the dark end of the road
Someone lights the way with just a single ray of hope

Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love

They wear so many faces
Show up in the strangest places
Grace us with thier mercy
In our time of need

Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love
Regards Demons

Written by Demons48, 18. Aug 2008 10:45 PM