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Written by JoanneC84 13. Aug 2008 08:21 PM

The more I try to release my thoughts and feelings-the more I begin to spiral...

I just wish that things would slow down in my head enough for me to make sense of it..If not all of it,atleast some of it...

I feel like a prisoner inside my own body..

I can't escape myself..

I can't escape the darkness.

I can't escape the thoughts...

I can't escape the urges..


I hate this!

Jo

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Comments from the community:

Oh Jo,

i feel this is so hard for you right now just to be you. I can hear desperation and pain and wanting to release from pain, I get this i really do. It hurts so much in that darkness.

I dont know what to say that will help but that I am here if you want to chat, if you want to write more I will listen.

I can hear how hard it is being you.

Do you have support, do you need to ring someone, Lifeline the hospital? How far down in that pit are you? Reach out once more mate, please it must get better soon, keep trying, all of us here want you here.

Please take care


Liz
XXX

Written by keller, 13. Aug 2008 09:45 PM

Awww Jo, you were doing so well...I am sorry you are having a rough time again.
There seem to be times during our life, especially during winter... when we feel more stressed than others...maybe the lack of sunshine...feel better soon. I rarely get into messenger to chat these days. I closed my msn 'myspace' down & am trying to work out how facebook works again.
Love & Support Always,
Valerie x0x

Written by NannaVal, 14. Aug 2008 12:53 AM

Hey jo,
I know exactly what you are saying, i would love more than anything to see you happy and free from depression. Hang in there kiddo, your a very special, sweet careing person who deserves happiness.
Take care

((((((((((((((((jo)))))))))))))))))

love B1

Written by bananas, 14. Aug 2008 08:40 PM

Hi there BJ,
Coming to you from way out bush. Sorry you are struggling again. You have been through heaps lately and so deserve a break.
As we all say, hang in there hon, you have struggled before and you will get there.
Can;t wait till i can get back in phone rang and talk to you.
Love u to the moon and back
Support and love always
MUMMA BEAR :-

Written by chookie67, 15. Aug 2008 12:26 PM