Run for cover-For I fear I may explode!!
A page in the diary ".a pLc 4 miE haed..."
Written by JoanneC84 5. Aug 2008 11:46 PM
Are we ever really free from all this?
Do we ever really break our old habits?Or are they just hibernating and waiting for a moment of weakness?
Am I really strong enough not to give in??
Right about now,I don't know what to believe..I know what I want to do but I also know I shouldn't..
I feel like I'm slowing sinking,going below the surface-no matter how fast I tread water,I just keep going down...
My head is exhausted from running a constant marathon-its sick of fighting itself-I'm sick of fighting myself also...
'Crawling in my skin,these wounds they will not heal..'
Jo x